Weird feelings.
Every now and then, I find my self getting older. I know I’m getting older because I’ve been at times experiencing new feelings. How do I mean? My cousin over seas is about 9 years younger than me. I was the youngest in the family until she was born, we’ve seen each other many times, visiting each other roughly every two years except for the past 4 where I haven’t seen her.
We keep in touch on facebook, and on skype (the internet makes having family over seas so much easier) and every now and then I get reminded this isn’t the girl I took to the movies 7 years ago, but a 16 year old girl who is very mature looking, with stunning good looks (I’m being objective here).
So browsing Facebook, there it is, boom a picture of her and her girl friends all dressed up and going out. My first thought was, her skirt is WAY to short. I’ve never had that thought or feeling, but I realized I’m protective of her as an older brotherish figure and it’s becoming apparent I’m getting older in life.
It’s a weird feeling.
